by Emilie » Sat Sep 19, 2015 1:22 pm
Shields up again for both Molly and she as she continued to stare and the illogical mess. Clearly by the fact whatever it was that was talking to Vivienne up the hall was still flapping it's monologue fueled gob, there was nothing here in this tiny little space but what was seen in front of her.
There's nothing here... She thought, letting that sink in for a moment. Is it real?
There tended to be two major schools of thought on the topic of reality when you lived outside of the normal parameters of time and space as Emilie did.
The first was that since 'reality' was such a malleable and fluid concept which changed with every new iteration of dimension or situation, pretty much everything had to be real because all that you had experienced had happened and therefore that was all the validity you needed to accept it as reality. It was a similar concept to 'I think, therefore I am', in the sense that it happened or is happening right now, therefore it must be real. This in fact was the mindset Emilie herself followed, finding it easier to simply accept things at face value and move on. She found it to be the saner of the two most common ideas because it worked in sync with how the human brain itself worked. If you could accept the things you saw as valid immediately, your brain would stop trying to puzzle out why what was in front of it was as it was, and skip to the next riddle it felt it needed to solve.
The other school of thought was to accept nothing at all was real and that everything was a product of the mind, it's way of grasping and coming to terms with what it sees in front of it. Emilie never found this school of logic to be particularly appealing. In her experience it eventually lead to you believing you were a demi-god in someone's fantasy universe who was above consequence or reproach and you could do whatever the fuck you wanted such as lopping off people's heads with a katana and using their skulls as a puppet or sexually harassing all your peers mercilessly because you feel it's your right since they're just products of yours or someone's over active imagination anyways, right?
While she couldn't possibly know the good portions to the second school of thought, she knew that the upside of her particular life philosophy was that little phased her. Leprechauns, En Sabah Nur doom cults, robotic and vampiric school staff... it all kind of became readily accepted as 'a thing'.
The Downside? When you were faced with an 'illusion' it became difficult to distinguish what was and wasn't part of it because establishing reality itself as 'a thing' was difficult. With no anchor to what 'is' and what 'is not', the lines were at best blurry and at worst didn't exist at all.
An Anchor.... She reminded herself now. That was what they'd told her wasn't it? That was what she needed to bring herself into this reality, always. And so that was what she focused on, closing her eyes.
Victor Freud is eighteen years old. Here he is a gymnast and not an acrobat, but he's still a show off. And as always he is a nerd. And somewhere on campus he is wandering around covered in tiny animated mouse bandaids.
The last 'reality' made her smirk. With a deep breath she reopened her eyes and focused again on the hole in front of her to see if anything had changed.