by Basil Benson » Sun Jun 24, 2018 3:56 am
Basil briefly explained how he got injured but kept that part brief. Chase had been pulled into that nightmare scenario like everyone else had. He also mentioned how psychologically unnerving it was for him, because it was Chase and he didn't mind mentioning this to his best mate.
He got a lot chattier about the fight however because that's why they were here.
"Colette decided to take care of me. I honestly didn't want her to because she has more important things to do than looking after me. She should be focusing on her life, not wasting time on me because I made a foolish mistake.
I attempted to explain my feelings on the subject to her, and she took it as a personal statement against her competency. I explained to her that it had nothing to do with her ability. That in fact, her ability was exactly why I didn't want her to take care of me. That her being a woman and I a man, that she should not waste her time on my injuries. She has more important things to do than look after me, and she should be doing those important things. That as a big boy, it was my obligation to take care of myself so that she can focus on her, not for her to sacrifice things for me.
She felt this was me doubling down on my perceived bad behavior and I had no recourse but to shut up because everything I said just caused her to further think I was a garbage person, citing my morals and raising as, quote 'a load of shit.'
I then proceeded to tongue the medication she gave me, because I was only taking it in the first place to put her at ease and in hopes that she would stop wasting her precious time looking after me. If I was asleep, there was no reason for her to be there and she could focus on her studies and hobbies. Clearly that wasn't working, so I thought if I stopped taking it, she would assume I was better and focus on herself again instead of worrying about me. I don't like being incapacitated by drugs anyways, as we've discussed.
Then I accidentally got drunk and when she found me again she made some jests I found extremely hypocritical considering what she had previously accused me of. Normally, I would know better than to try to question her, but I was intoxicated. That was my biggest mistake and I will apologize for that, even if it was never my intention to get drunk or question her."
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Basil Benson on Sun Jun 24, 2018 4:04 am, edited 2 times in total.