by Will Stanton » Tue Feb 12, 2019 8:15 pm
"I mean, it's weird, damn it. The things I like are strange, and uncomfortable for people. Not even Sara really got all of them. I bottle them up inside to prevent people from thinking I'm a freak.
I still don't know why I'm saying these things now.
Even if you didn't already have two girlfriends, rubbing someone over you when you're in the shower is generally a little more intimate than most people would be comfortable with. And grabbing someone to serve as your loofah because you need to take a shower now, or because you're hankering for some minty gum or need to replace a broken chair, regardless of what they were doing beforehand, is considered rude by most people.
It's abnormal. It's not within a stone's throw of normal. And people judge me for it. They do, whether they admit it or not. So, I stay in people's comfort zones and I smile and usually have a good enough time. It's just, you know, embarrassing, and once you say things, you can't unsay things."